thoughts...

Responsibility is heavy. It weighs on me while I am trying to move a thousand miles and hour and be in 6 rooms at once. It slows me down as I try to pass meds at lightning speed while thinking through disease processes and medication side effects. It makes me tired after 20 minutes but also keeps me there for 13 or 14 more hours. It makes me want to quit to simply be rid of it. Yet it also makes me keep going back...